Grey thoughts

And when have we not thought about it 

of being alone

even with people around

when we mindlessly wander

in the silent city of our thoughts

where all we do

is think about 

whether or not are we loved 

by the people we love

are we enough

not for others

but for ourselves

think about the times

that slipped away from our hands 

and we fell right through the rabbit hole

and somehow land in a time

of uncertainty

but still in  search of happiness

hoping there would be someone

who would be holding out a rope for us

and navigate without maps

in search of the lost 

and in hopes to be found again

what is it about exactly

the pain of being away

or trying to keep up 

with the missed moments

of seeing them passing by 

without a hello

and not even a goodbye

and even when we climb out

can we cope up

with the loss of something

that  was not even ours to begin with...