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Grey thoughts

And when have we not thought about it  of being alone even with people around when we mindlessly wander in the silent city of our thoughts where all we do is think about  whether or not are we loved  by the people we love are we enough not for others but for ourselves think about the times that slipped away from our hands  and we fell right through the rabbit hole and somehow land in a time of uncertainty but still in  search of happiness hoping there would be someone who would be holding out a rope for us and navigate without maps in search of the lost  and in hopes to be found again what is it about exactly the pain of being away or trying to keep up  with the missed moments of seeing them passing by  without a hello and not even a goodbye and even when we climb out can we cope up with the loss of something that  was not even ours to begin with...

Falling stars

 How do I believe you are not far? That when I call you You would come running With the winds and clouds I want to believe in prayers That they go beyond the skies And listen to me saying To let me see you again somehow I want to believe in hope That thin line between Hanging on and falling Hoping you remember how I sound I also want to believe in fate Which keeps turning around That it will leave me clues  Which I will pick up and reach you And when nothing works out I will lay awake all night And wish to the falling stars Knowing that it is nothing But dust falling to the ground I will still wish to them To remind you Of the love you left behind 

Larger than a life dream

I never planned my life It was always going with the flow for me Though the motto was never on my mind my actions were synchronized And with that motto i came a long way in life Only to reach at a point where i was lost I thought to myself ," What now" ? Done with academics, got a job Became this independent girl And life is still going on But The girl with no plan was at a cross road What should i do now ? Where do i go from here? What more do i want from life? I was always this shy girl An introvert i guess is the word But i changed with time as people do I evolved in my own ways And with that thought in mind I knew I just knew That life for me cannot be This mapped out road It has to be a wild adventure It has to be euphoric It has to be inspired Like flying without wings  And even after falling  I will do that all over again And the most important to me Is that life has to be poetic It has to be a larger than a life dream Becoming somethin...

Q & A

  The day when you walked in my life Seemed only ordinary You were not my love at first sight Neither were you someone I would hate instantly You stuck with me from day one Not once allowing me to feel That we could be something more But when I was away from you You would call me every day on my phone The series of emotions that you showed Had brought you closer to me And the ones you would always hide Made me run away from you And when I looked back I saw you still standing there So I turned around to mend Something I had broken beyond repair I never wanted for you To give me a happy ending Because you would Never have a clue where to begin And now we are here Standing at crossroads Waiting for the other To lessen the burden Where I am ready To hear your answer But you are not For me to ask the question

When happiness pours

  It feels like a fleeting moment Like touch and go Only to remind and make you know That you are alive It feels like slow dancing When you see the trees Blanketed in the sprinkling rain Just like love Enveloping you in its arms It feels like euphony orchestrated When your laughter harmonizes With the falling droplets Just like the music When the songbirds sing It feels like making a painting With the nature turning Green beneath and grey above Just like resembling a monochrome It feels like happiness pouring Washing away the sorrows Wiping the slate clean To make you rejoice in Love, music and art again.

Direction

  We are going places With mountains high till they reach the sky With only light at every sight With stars twinkling every night Those places were always calling We heard their echoes from the distance Those places will have names Which we have never even heard before They will have flowers With colors like a rainbow And those places will have the wind With music in every flow These places will have Skies with twilight hues And never seen before seasons and views And while going to these places We will listen to our hearts For they will always know In which direction to go

Longing

  When I saw you first I saw the smile The one which does not reach the eyes When I saw you again I saw you laugh The one which is loud and empty When I met you I saw the golden eyes The one which are too bright but don’t shine When I talked to you I listened to your voice The one which screams in silence When I started to know you I saw the scarred heart The one which was once broken and torn apart And after the moments Of knowing you whole I was triumphant To somehow mend the broken soul Though all the broken mends I tied But that little bit of your heart You would always hide That bit of your heart Is what I will always want That bit of your heart Is what I will always long for